Life.
Life is unpredictable, always has been and always will be. We are born in nature, by nature, live in nature and are buried in nature. It controls everything, we merely just borrow its space as we pass on into another world of some sort .I have never thought that I would ever find myself attracted to a human. I cannot feel love , but I can tell that I do like him, I at least believe that my brain does not want to take my eyes off of him. I want his every existence to be imprinted in my core memory . I hope he thinks the same way, I hope my family will think he is good for me, with me. I want my world to love him, even when he comes from the house of Drago. The house known to host demons.
It has been exactly two days since Rain and I had a little make out session on my bed, funny thing is , now he knocks when he comes to my room just incase he finds me naked and feels like jumping me. If Rain was in the human world, he would have been an Alpha but since he is in mine, I am definitely spreading my aura...or keep it fifty fifty ?All this is up to time to decide.
Rain and I have been hanging out a lot longer since that day, we watched a movie together in the cinema room, played pool and darts in the game room, I taught him how to cook Mac and cheese as he seems to really like it. I even found out that he is the vegan in the house. I honestly did not expect that but since he is kind of half human, or quarter human I guess it is possible. Apart from getting to know each other and constantly kissing with every chance we get while in Drago's castle, I never ever in a thousand moons imagined that this could happen. If I had known, I would have wished for a love in hell. I think I really don't want to stop having Rain in my arms. I ...
"Akky!" Sky's voice booms through my head as she burst through my bedroom door swinging it wide like she and I had known each other for a hundred years. She definitely is the one who raised Rain, he used to do that too.
"Woman I could be naked!" I protest while covering myself with a blanket.
" Nothing I haven't seen before, Rain might have been the one to nurse and change your clothes while you were sick and whenever you passed out but I was present."She says as she walks over to my bed and standing above me , she tilts her head and scans me a bit before going back to the door.
"Well, it seems you are recovering just fine. I am guessing we should expect the explosion really soon...but before that, come along , Sir Chevaz has some news for you."She says and whisks her head towards the hallway to show me to move.
" I know it is non of my business but you said you would see me after two days and I don't know if you use a different calendar but it has been a little lot more than two days. Shouldn't you share with your patient the reason why his doctor was absent for this whole time?..I could have died !" I question Sky while hurrying to wear my t-shirt and quickly slipping into my sandals.
"I had somethings to take care of and some herbs I needed to make an antidote for Rain were hard to find ,but that is a story for another day. come on!" Sky says as she walks out the door. What does she mean herbs for Rain? Is he sick? I know he was magically transformed into a wolf with some type of magic but did that cause him a bad side effect ?.
"What do you mean antidote?..Is Rain sick?.." I ask Sky while still pacing behind her.
" It is nothing big, you just talk to Sir Chevaz and maybe you can decide to go home. Finally?" She responds barely even taking time to look at me. Not even a glance. I know she knows about Rain and I , everyone can see it..or smell it.Why won't she just tell me what is wrong with Rain.
I think I have a right to know.
After a few more steps, Sky and I enter the meeting room that is located right in front of Drago's office, Just like the first time I entered here a little over a week ago He is sitted at the rear end of the table, a wine glass in his hand. The first time I arrived in Drago's home I was filled with fear and every step felt as if I was stuck in a land mine, but now I am here in the presence of the beast himself and the only thing I can think about is Rain.
"You may all sit" Drago commands. Sky and I sit next to each other on his left side. Rain isn't here.
"Will Rain be joining us today ?" I ask unconsciously while anxiously wrangling my hands together.
"No, Rain is not needed in Today's meeting, he is currently running an errand so he will be absent for the rest of the day. I suppose he didn't have time to tell you since It was an emergency matter. " Drago says, his voice sounding calmer than usual.Something is definitely wrong.
I have never met a wolf who was transformed through magic and portions. I know that sometimes when it comes to acts of witchcraft a person has to be willing to give up something in order to gain another. What if Rain surrendered his will to love and I am causing him pain by being intimate with him, that has got to backfire ..somehow..is he in pain now..are they hiding him from me so I don't see him hurting..I unconsciously harshly get up from my chair causing it fall backwards.
" Where is he? I will not attend the meeting without him!" I bang my hand against the marble dinning table and stare Drago right in the eyes.He stares at me with those cold blooded eyes of his and the motherfucker doesn't even flinch.This fucking Beas....
"Akilah, calm down..there is nothing wrong with Rain he will be back soon .It is just a tiny task that he has to do, nothing big." Sky says in her supposed to be motherly tone but my Alpha side isn't having it. I want to see Rain and I want to see him now!.Before I could open my mouth to retort, a sharp pain passes through my chest. Cutting my air out..Is it Drago?..No.. this pain is coming from within me. I feel a wave of fire rush through me, blocking all of my blood from flowing almost as if someone was burning me alive. It must be the ice break, I am too worried about Rain that I didn't realise that maybe..just maybe ..I might be falling in love with him.
It hurts.
I clench my chest with my right hand and even though I am in soo much pain, I can't help but still think I want Rain near me..and before my body gives in to the torture and shuts down again..I have only one thought...just one final new feeling.
I love Rain.