I don't know what come over me as I checked her out more then fifteen minutes fucking fifteen minutes i don't give that much time to a billion worth contract but I had given that much time for her until she noticed me , I had agut feeling she also felt for me what I felt for her i don't know what I felt but I had fucking fallen for eyes that's for sure , we just lost in our own world checking each other, until her friend noticed that and did something to get attention, i couldn't see her eyes or her face anymore so I have to turn my attention to the work i had come here for but I couldn't concentrate on the person infront me explaining the changes in politicals in my area which will affect me more then anything in my life but I couldn't concentrate on that my eyes heart had thinking about her round and big eyes , her purple lips , her smile everything about her is MORE THAN BEAUTIFUL AN "ANGLE " that's the word I would describe her
She is dancing with her friend like she doesn't care if anyone sees her not,what she doesn't know is was looking at her without diverting my gaze from her , her every dance move is perfect with the music, every curve of her body is so flexible she just bounces on the dance floor! I now know that she likes the dance floor ,she just enjoyed her self but then she just looked at me like she is seeing something breath taking her eyes got even giver , her lips started trembling, she is breathing very high i could see her chest rise and fall , she felt week i know understand that much but why I couldn't figure it out she is fine two minutes back , she made sure to break the eye contact, she just did that , i couldn't bear it not seeing her eyes , her face ,her lips , her facial features i couldn't do that even for a minute I just stood up , before i could even understand what I was doing I was infront of her i fucking stood at two feet away from her watching her ,as "IF I TAKE ANOTHER FUCKING STEP TOWARDS YOU I'M FUCKING SURE I CAN'T STOP MY SELF ANYMORE FROM APPROACHING YOU , YOU WOULD BE DOOMED IF I APPROACH YOU AND I WANT TO SAVE YOU FROM MY SELF BUT I WANT YOU FOR ME " i never had this type feeling I just do not want to ruin her but I couldn't take my eyes of her "I WANT TO WATCH HER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE"
in my twenty five years age i never felt like this to anyone i had so many girls women's in my private life i had dates so many women,never got this type of feeling i just want her for the rest of my life without anything from her i could just watch her ,but my heart doesn't listing to me , I just want to touch her skin feel her body heat against my hand that what I need now , I need to touch her , I need to see her eyes from close she had eyeliner and Kajol applied to her eyes that's fucking new to me , i had seen so many women with eyeliner and Kajol but she was different her eyes hold the Beauty of her soul i could feel it her soul it's so pure , I just want her against me i know i could ruin her but all i ever wanted, ever needed was in front of me, before i took over my father's business as a DON to our area , i had a dream of getting a wife like her with big eyes , smile which is so sweet, the two small dimples at the two cheeks, everything i dream about my women, but current me I'm not sure if it's what I want , what I need , but my heart and my body had their own thoughts about her , what ever happens tomorrow or the rest of my life i don't care but right now I want to see her as I need oxygen for my lunges, I took another step towards her , her breath hitched at the close gap between us but I didn't stop at that i Just held my hand in front of her as requesting her for dance , she just glanced at my hand , what she doesn't know is that hand killed hundreds of people never ever requested anything before, but here they are requesting for dance