Zara lowered her head sadly. He didn't love her otherwise why would he be silent. So this is all just his infatuation and attraction. She read too many thoughts from his gestures.
"See! You don't love me, why waste your time?"
Even though her heart is shattering into pieces she managed to speak. Paula held her shoulder after seeing her defeated look. Sebastian frowned and lifted her head looking straight into her eyes coldly.
"I don't know about my feelings for you but I am hopeless without you. My body only craves you. You said not to hold onto our past and I tried for two years to forget about you. I dated many girls but none made me stay and stick to them. All I want is you. I want you to hold me in your arms Sunshine"
"So you want my body"
Zara chided him slapping his hands from her cheeks.
"Seriously! This is what you understood from my words"
Sebastian was amazed at her brain functioning. He poured his heart out and confessed what he felt but she is thinking about sex. Of course he wanted to have sex but first he wanted her in his life.
Zara stood up angrily. He is not listening to her at all. He dated many girls but none satisfied them so he came back for her. What is she? A sex slave for him.
She is happy that he craves her but she is in no position to enjoy that fact. She didn't want to live in her envisioned fantasies anymore. He's not sure about his feelings and he expect her to accept him and get hurt when he realize that he wasn't in love with her?
She don't want to get fooled. She's done with him and she should walk away from this toxic entanglement.
"Yes! This is what you actually meant. You dated god knows how many girls but none satisfied your desires so you wanted me now. Shame on you"
Zara pointed her finger at his chest and confronted him. Sebastian stood up taking his cap and mask and put them on slowly.
"Very good. You should cover your shameless face because I am going to smack it if you utter a single word about 'US' again"
Zara scoffed eyeing him with a disgusted look and turned towards Paula ready to leave. Paula and Simon looked at Zara as if she was a warrior because from the moment they came in this was the first time she scolded him harshly.
Zara's hand was suddenly grabbed by a large hand and she was dragged towards the door in seconds. Paula tried to hold her back but she was already outside the chamber.
"Ahh!! What are you doing?"
Zara screamed in fear and tried to remove his tight grip on her wrist. Sebastian was infuriated by her comments earlier. He wanted to have a private chat with her and want to see what's in her stupid brain.
He stopped at the door way and turned around to Simon and Paula who were flabbergasted by his sudden move.
"I am sorry guys but I should have a private talk with her, it's a bit inappropriate to talk with you around and Ms. Adams you can wait here, my friend Simon will entertain you"
Zara is busy biting his hand to make him lose his grip but stopped when she heard Simon's name. Simon Reynolds is here? She turned around to see Simon silently sitting opposite to Paula. God how did she not notice him?
She wanted to greet him but Sebastian pulled her out walking towards the beach in long strides
"Let me go beast"
"If you want everyone here to know about us, you can scream as much as you want"
Sebastian stopped in his tracks and turned his face side to side as if searching for something when he spotted a waiter coming towards him. He whispered something in his ear and tipped him.
Zara gasped for air as she ran to keep up with his pace. She stood there forming a good speech to convince him to let her go. She stood close to him as people were wandering in the corridor.
Sebastian liked her dependence on him and pulled her closer to his body. She smelled so good and he was so enticed with her. Zara looked at his hard chest and gulped subconsciously.
She dropped her eyes to the ground thinking about anything other than his smell and body. Hypocrite! Few minutes ago she chided him and blamed him for thinking about her body and now she's checking him out.
After two minutes the waiter returned and handed something to Sebastian. He thanked him before pulling her towards the beach.
"Where are you taking me? Can't we talk in the chamber?"
Zara muttered running behind him. Sebastian didn't answer her but dragged her away from the people to the dark trees. He pinned her to a big tree and removed his mask along with the cap.
They are alone in the darkness far away from all the tourists. Zara clutched his t shirt tightly taking in her surroundings nervously. She wasn't afraid of dark but she's afraid of being alone with him in the dark.
"What are we doing here?"
Zara shivered from sea breezes and twitched her body when she felt his arms trapping her between his body and the tree.
"Didn't you ask me if I am a man or not? I think you forgot about me after two years. Let me remind you what kind of man I am"
Sebastian buried his head in her neck inhaling her smell. Heavens! He missed her so much.
"I am..I am just joking. I didn't mean any of those wor..words. Can we..we talk? Normally?"
Zara stuttered and tried to push him away. She didn't want anything to happen between them and she should find right words not to provoke him.
"I am talking Sunshine but you are being the bad girl. I confessed my feelings but you accused me of being a sexual person. Perhaps I should live up to your expectations"
Sebastian bend his head down crashing his lips on her hungrily. Zara's protests swallowed into his mouth. He held her hands above her head kissing her senselessly. When he descended down kissing her jawline, Zara breathed in some air and whispered into his ear.
"Bash! Please! Stop this"