Every time after school, seeing other kids' parents pick them up, I feel so envious inside.
I also wish that one day, my own father could pick me up from school. Being able to sit on my father's shoulders is Jingxi's dream.
But it's something he dare not speak of.
Because he knows in his heart, he is different from other kids. He was born without a father, doesn't know where his father is, who he is, or what he looks like.
Since he can remember, it's been Mommy by his side. When he was little and didn't understand, he would often irrationally ask Mommy where Daddy was.
At that time, he didn't understand and only thought about Daddy. Until one time, he asked too urgently and almost made Mommy cry. Since then, he never dared to ask Mommy again.
He also never brought up the matter of wanting a Daddy again.
"But, I don't wish for Daddy to appear." Yes, he wants a Daddy but also doesn't want Daddy to appear.
This is a very conflicting matter.
"Why?"
