"Monster"
No im not
"Demon"
You're wrong
"Scum"
You're the one who's scum
"You should Die"
Shoul I?
"Just Die"
I can't, don't wanna.....
All I do was lay down there and do nothing. 10 villagers beat me half dead. I can fight, But I didn't do, I can run, but everytime I turn I always end up cornered. My body was just recovering from the previous beating 3 days ago. I dont have enough energy to run. But when I did I always end up cornered again all I can do is let them beat me.
I never tried to fight back, because I know if I did, they all can say that I was the one who attacked them first. They can flip the story upside down. In the end I will be the one who's lock up and torture.
If you asked me where my parents are, the answer is I don't have any. They died in the day I was born or that's what they told me. I'm not dumb so I know who my parents are. I do know why I'm treated this way. However, the villagers didn't know who my parents are, or they just didn't know that I am a person too, that I am a human too just like them.
They are blinded by the rage and pain. They treat me this way because they are hurt. They are blaming me for something that I don't have a control to begin with.
They all see me as the Monster that killed their loved ones. They all see me as a Demon that cause so much pain in this village. They all see me as the kyubii itself. For I was the one who's holding him.
Yes, I am the container of the nine tailed beast who killed so many people in this village. The 4rth hokage sealed him in to me.
The beatings started when I was three years old. I am an Orphan, so I lived in the orphanage. The woman who's in charge in the Orphanage beat me. She calls me names that can hurt a child. I didn't know what is happening. I am just three freaking years old. I don't know what did I do to deserve this beating. I am smart for three years old. The first thing I do was to run and hide. But when she saw me again, she beat me half dead.
The next thing I knew the whole village are beating me, scorned me, treating me like Im a plague. The children my age was not nice and never allowed me to play with them. They all call me names that sure can hurt me.
When I turned 5, in my birth day, there was the thing that they called fox hunt. That was the time I met him. While I'm being beat up, I feel like I was pulled or something, the next thing I new I was in the sewer like place. There's a water in my feet but thats not making my feet wet.
I thought I was dead that time and that place is the hell for a demon like me. But when I reach the cage that is so big and two red eyes staring at me, I realized where I am. That was the day I befriended the kyubii. He was so kind to me. He told me everything and never leave a single information. He was the reason why I didn't die when the villagers beat me. He healed me for that's the least he can do for me. Every time they beat me, I'm going to Kura-nii for comfort, until the beatings stop.
No one help me. No one come to help me and save me form those villager's. There's no one in this village who I can trust. I was taught not to trust.
So when I step foot in the academy to be a ninja, I tried to be a goofy and a happy go lucky guy so that they all see me like a dumb person that should not be feared. I tried to be dumb, a ball of sunshine everyday.
But all the effort, the mask I wear everyday is just a waste. The beatings never stop. The children never see me as harmless kid. The villagers didn't see me as a kid.
So, I start to harm myself. That is the only way I know to divert the pain I'm feeling. Kurama tried to stop me; key word tried. He just healed me every time I did it. He can't do anything, nor do I.
"Tss useless shit"
"Let's go"
I open my eyes just to stare in the dark sky. My body is aching to the core. I am losing a lot of blood, but I don't dare to move. Even though Kurama is healing me he can't do anything when it comes to my blood. So, I can feel his frustration.
"Kit move or scream you're losing so much blood."
I didn't do anything for I was so tired that even screaming is so tiring for me.
"I can't nii-san"
"KIT PLEASE CALL SOME HELP, IM SURE THERE IS SOMEONE WHO CAN HEAR YOU"
"There is no one nii-san"
"Kit....."
I didn't hear kuruma say cause I fainted already. But before I faint I do saw someone that running towards me and the rest is history.
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I heard someone talking not so far from me. So the logical thing I do, is to open my eyes and inspect where I am rigth now.
I saw a man with a pineapple head like talking to a medic nin.
"Is he okay?"
"He's stable now Nara-san, he was losing so much blood when you arrived but he's okay now. He'll wake up soon.
"Thank you for the help, I should report this to the hokage"
I don't know who this people are but from what I heard they help me, so I'll be grateful, but I am not allowing this person to report to the hokage.
The medic nin leaves the room without sensing that I'm already awake. I tried to move my body, and it's aching, my whole body is aching although I am healed already the strain, and the pain are still here Kurama cannot do anything about that.
I looked at the man who help me to find him leaving the room. So before he do I called out.
"A-ano....."
He turned and looked at me shocked...
He stared at me for a moment before he speak.
"How are you feeling? Do you need anything?"
I nod to his second question, so he stops and listen to what I'm going to say seeing me nodding.
"I need you to stay here and not report this to the hokage, judging by the looks of you, you know me."
That's not a question. that's a fact. Although I don't know him, I can sense that he is a ninja and he probably know me.
"I do know you kid, that's why I need to rely on this to the hokage"
I looked at him and stared for a minute before I speak again. I can't trust him, I dont know what to do. The moment he step outside in this room Im doomed.
I dont like the hokage... He'll do something that
will make my situation worse I saw this already.
I can see the confusion in his eye's because the panicking is visible in my eyes.
"Kit calm down, I can sense his aura he can be trusted."
"You sure ni-san"
Kurama nod from our mental link. If he said that this man is can be trusted, then I believe him.
"I need you to stay here please" I looked at him with a pleading eye's he can't leave I won't allow it.
"Why? What is it that bothering you?"
I look down for a moment before I answer his question. I don't know if what I'll do is right let's just trust Kurama said.
"Hokage..." I look at him terrified and the worried expression is visible in his eyes, so I continue.
"He'll make everything worse to me, he's not nice ya know. He's not going to help me. Most likely he'll let these things go and make it worse."
He looked utterly shocked from what I said. Who wouldn't be surprised by what I said. The Hokage that they know will not do things like I said.
"W-what do you mean? The Hokage will not do that!"
"But he did!"
"Why?"
He looked defeated and walks toward me. By the looks of it he'll not going to stop questioning me until I answered everything that's running through his head. I dont want to spill everything.
"Kit I told you, he can be trusted trust me"
"If you say so"
I look at him again and do the logical way I know and it's telling him everything. He looked surprised. Who wouldn't be? But in the end he believes in what I say.