DACE
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Emma has no idea how badly I wanted to be there, I was close to the Covenstead, very close but deep in the forest and out of sight, I was already making my way there before trying her line again, she has no idea just how hysterical I was, I was just trying to play it cool for her sake, but I was reaching my limit. Being apart from her was literally insane for me and actual fire ready to burn. I knew this is how it would be when she decided to pick both, I knew there would be some time I would have to let her go but that was like pointing a knife at my neck.
We did have that talk that night as she tried to reason with me to go back and learn, I was unsettled, not just because she will leave my side but because of the toll magic does, I very well consider it a price and it didn't sit well with me, especially when she's a half-witch, and Emma… fuck my baby girl was fragile and slight pain was like hell to her, I feel like I shouldn't have let her go, I really shouldn't have.