He stood there like a dummy until a long time after the two of them had left.
It was his birthday… He even asked her for the date a week earlier, but with Qin Yinan's arrival, he was thrown out of her mind easily.
He had a little bit too much to drink that night and had no idea how he had returned to the Song family residence or how he ended up in his bedroom. When he saw her face through his drunken haze, his first instinct was to kiss her…
When he was small, he used to notice shock and awe in the way people looked at him.
At the time, he did not resent such gazes, if anything, he quite enjoyed them. It was not until he was sent into the sanatorium by his mother and molested by the old lady that he started to become angered and disgusted when he received such gaze. It continued into his youth. While the boys his age would congregate to discuss dirty flicks, rub one out in the bathroom, or do the deed with their girlfriends, he was completely immune to those needs or urges.
